Another Light
Naomi Tercero
When I learned why moths flock to artificial light, I cried.
Your guitar stares
& pulls strings
To dull me
When will my head finally empty?
When all my most “relevant” thoughts take a
Tumble
Out?
I have to remind myself.
I’m not a revelation.
I told my therapist I can’t write happy poetry.
Even my love poems cry.
It’s what inspires you.
Why?
When I was a teenager,
I willed the world to end.
All at once.
I thought love was something you collected,
Knick knacks on a prized self
Something to horde.
I can’t forget your taste on my lips.
The flutter of wings—
Exhaling.
Too rare to throw out.
Etched in skin
I followed.
Yellowed paper of
Folktale.
If you tell me a story, I hold onto the words
Like my mother.
They attach at the hip
I sway.
The moth uses the moon as a compass—
lunar navigation.
It thinks a light bulb is the moon.
I would sing lullabies &
She would leave kisses on eye lashes,
Through my window
There, on my bedroom pillow.
When will I learn to stop exploiting myself
for attention.
Silent vow
Kept like a child
Discarded and tattered
I tuck myself away in my own memories,
Falling apart at long limbs—
Of comfort.
Brick & vine
Linen & hair to braid between these very fingers.
What of love?
What of the moon?
I’m not any better than those moths.
I wander into false light
And drown in it.
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